Well, it happened - yesterday. I am not going to elaborate, but I do want to get some thought's down here so that one day I can reflect back on this day. I was numb all yesterday, it resulted in me popping a xanax (prescribed, of course)...and ultimately ended with me at happy hour, crying. awesome.
It was a day full of raw emotions, and lead me to neglect my work that I needed to get done. I am going through this with a friend, but everything is becoming more clear - everything pointed to this - everything was shady. We should've known.
I'm trying to move past this, but it will be a little while before it's fully settled in and gone. I have dreams for this summer - beach, seattle, beer fests, skating, cooking, relaxing, being awesome...perhaps this was a blessing in disguise.
Life will carry on - it just happened to have a few little bumps yesterday.
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