New Lens

Gots me a new lens for my birthday :)

{I think I'm in LOVE!}

29

today i am 29. yikes.

Crushed

Well, it happened - yesterday. I am not going to elaborate, but I do want to get some thought's down here so that one day I can reflect back on this day. I was numb all yesterday, it resulted in me popping a xanax (prescribed, of course)...and ultimately ended with me at happy hour, crying. awesome.
It was a day full of raw emotions, and lead me to neglect my work that I needed to get done. I am going through this with a friend, but everything is becoming more clear - everything pointed to this - everything was shady. We should've known.

I'm trying to move past this, but it will be a little while before it's fully settled in and gone. I have dreams for this summer - beach, seattle, beer fests, skating, cooking, relaxing, being awesome...perhaps this was a blessing in disguise.

Life will carry on - it just happened to have a few little bumps yesterday.

...wow...

...okay, so i know that i have already posted today, but this is such a good find from my past. I graduated high school in 1999, so this 'song' was definitely heard alot back then. Being that i have been out of high school for 11 years, i am finding some of the 'guidance' from here to be true...weird. Anyway, here it is - Baz Lurhmann's "Everybody's Free to Wear Sunscreen" c. 1999 :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTJ7AzBIJoI

...it's making me feel a little bit better about today.

Today

{Today}
...could be good
...could be bad
...I am trying
...I am learning
...I am happy
...I am sad
...I am concerned
...I am thinking
...I am wondering
...I am waiting...